"The One Who Loves Me Most" Part FIVE (Blog #18)

"So..." I started. "So" "Are you ever going to tell me what you are thinking?" "Yea, I will." "Will you tell me now?" "No." "Why?" "Because I don’t know what you are thinking." "Why do you need to know what I am thinking before you tell me what you are thinking?" "Because." "Because what Cash?" "Because it's just how I want it." "Spoiled ass." "You make me that way." "I know." "I spoil your ass too." "I know." "The whole thing with Rico was just that...spoiling you." "So it was all for me?" "Not exactly." "So you enjoyed it?" "Yes...mostly." "Mostly?" "Rico is competitive." "He is also your friend." "Yes, he is...and he wants you, for real." "He wanted to fuck me." "No, he wants you- wants you. Like how I have you." "Does that turn you on?" "Yes." "Did you like watching him suck the life out of me?" "Yes." "You two were competing." "Yep." "Why?" "It's a man thing." "You gotta do better than that." "He had you physically so I had to make sure I still had you emotionally." "You think my love for you would vanish just because Rico's tongue was inside of my pussy?" "I didn’t know." "Really Cash?" "I just had to be sure." "You know that would never make me love you less. It just made me love you more." "Really?" "Yes, really. How many women can say they have a man like you? I know you enjoyed watching for your own sick pleasures but what you did was still very selfless." "I guess it was huh? I really wanted to give you something I know other men would never give you. I did not realize it until now but I wasn’t only competing with Rico. I was competing with August and Antonio too. " "August and Antonio? But they weren’t even here." "Yea but you care for them. They are still lovers of yours. I still share you with them. Me letting Rico lick your pussy was my way of getting a couple steps ahead of them." "Interesting." " I still need to be your “only” in some regard. And as of now, I am the only one who loves you as much as I do and lets you get head from my best friend. I know you want to date brothers, so I figured I would give you the next best thing; childhood friends. Damn near brothers." "What if the same thing happened with another lover? What if August and I do something with his best friend. How will that make you feel?" "Like I am still your first and like I need to come up with some way to make you just a little bit happier than any other man." "You’re making me blush." "I see that." "But I don’t want you to make us about anyone else. Thinking like that will only cause issues down the line." "How else will I make sure you will end up with me?" "I am with you. Always." "But one day you will have to choose a husband. How will I ensure that I am the one you choose if I am not going above and beyond for you?" "By loving yourself and our natural bond." "What does that mean?" "Allow us to flow organically and keep your personal happiness first. All will turn out the way it is meant to. But I must say, if I had to choose a husband right now, it would be you." "Why?" "You understand me the most. Out of all the others you are the closest to the full package. What happened earlier reconfirmed that for me." "What about August?" "What about him?" "You love him." "Yes." "You see him all the time." "I know I do." "Sometimes I think he is beating me." "He is not." "That's hard to believe." "Why?" "Because he is with you most of the time. He gets to touch you daily…I don’t have that luxury." "Does that make you feel insecure?" "A little. But only when you are away. Not when you are here. I feel like I am the only one when you are here, even when you call and text him. Even when you were with David, I still felt like King." "That's because you are. Even when I am away." "You sure?" "Yes. August is August. I love him but he has nothing to do with us. Put it like this: if you and I are not on good terms, I would feel the pain of that. No matter how good he and I are doing. Each of you are separate relationships to me. It's not a "one size fits all” type of thing. It's not just about having a man around. If that was the case I would not have a desire for you. It is about you, Cash Davison and me, Cidney Green. "Thank you for that baby." "No worries…now, why did you stop the action with Rico and Aaron? I thought you wanted to see me fuck your friend." "I do but…" Pause. "I just wasn’t ready yet. I don’t know…I didn’t feel jealousy…it was another feeling that I can’t find the word for but something told me to stop it so I did." "I thought you were mad at me, like I had gone too far." "You didn't." "So, why did you stop it?" Pause. "Cash?" "Remember when you were sucking my dick?" "Yea" "And Rico and Aaron were licking your ass and pussy?" "Uh huh." "I remember my head was hanging back in pleasure for a while. But when I raised my head and looked back down at Rico he had this…look in his eyes…like nothing I had ever seen before." "Was he looking at you or me?" "Rico may have been competing with me but at that moment he didn’t even know Aaron and I were in the room. He wants you, Cidney. And the look in his eye said he was going to get you by any means necessary." "So you think he can take me away from you?" "It's not about what I think, it's about what he thinks he can do. Rico has always been competitive when it comes to women. He always has to get the girl everyone wants. And in high school, he did. Even when he lost he still found a back door way of winning. Over the years I thought he had grown out of that kind of stuff but last night when he was looking at you it sent a chill down my spine. I knew that in his mind; the game was on."

"Valet?" A nice white woman said from outside the driver side window. I am glad she interrupted this disturbing conversation because I did not know what to say next. "Yes." Said Cash. As they did their thing and we got out of the car my mind was going back and forth between Rico's energy and Cash's warnings. I did not want to admit it but I felt something slightly off in Rico's energy as well. It was extremely intense…yet that's the very ingredient that made it all so arousing. Cash grabbed my hand and we walked into the restaurant. "So what are we going to do?" "Nothing." "Nothing?" "Yep, he hasn’t done anything yet so there is nothing for us to do. Besides, there is always the possibility that I could have been tripping or seeing things."

Something told me that was not the case…but I let the conversation die. At least the verbal one.

So we got seated and I took in the ambiance. It was lovely! "This place sure is fancy" I started "I just hope the food has some seasoning on it." Cash laughed "You are always talking about something needing seasoning." "I like to taste my food. Blame my mommy" "How is she doing anyway. I haven’t talked to her since you have been here." "She is good! We can call her later on so y’all can chat."

A waiter came to get our drink order. "A concoction of fruit juice please." I said. "It still fascinates me how you won’t take a drink." "It's pretty pointless to me. Plus that shit is nasty." Cash chuckled with pride. It was moments like this that I could tell he loved me for the smallest reasons. "So, now it's time for you to spill the beans; who do you like the most? Rico or Aaron" "Aaron is funny and eats a good pussy. But there is something about that damn Rico… he reminds me a lot of August." "How?" "They are both untamable married sex machines who know how to drive a woman crazy." "Do I…drive you crazy like that?" "Of course you do. Why would you ask that?" "I saw how you were with him…I don’t think I give you that same feeling." "You don’t. But that is not a bad thing." I searched my mind for the best words to offer…clear yet painless ones. "You and Rico are two different kinds of lovers. I am not the same with you two." I started. Cash just looked at me expecting more clarity. " I am submissive with both of you but it’s not the same kind of submission…With you I am subservient. With Rico and August I am more…porn star submissive…nastier." "More passionate." "Not really…my passion for you comes from a different place. I lust for you deeply but it comes from a place of true love, softness and appreciation. With Rico its pure lust." "And with August." I thought on it. "It is a strong mix of love and lust." No one spoke for a few moments. I thought a bit before continuing. "I will start eating your pussy." Cash blurted out. Cash had never been into going down on me. He has actually never done it. In all honesty, that coupled with the fact that Cash was not big on tongue kissing me, made Cash an incomplete lover on the physical level. I think that is where the "lack" of passion he is speaking of comes from. "You don’t need to do that Cash. It's not what you like to do so I would rather you not do it. Besides, that's what I have August and Rico for, so you can be who you are and I can still get what I need. Now, if we were monogamous, you would have to get your shit together on that." We laughed. I saw a sexy man walk by us. He caught my eye for a couple reasons; one--he was sexy and two--he was David from yesterday.

A few seconds later his eyes were focused on mine and he smiled a wide smile. "So much for being on time!" I teased. "Blame the very same lady who is in the bathroom right now fixing herself even more! How you doing Cash?" "I’m great man", said Cash as he stood up and did that manly handshake and hug thing with David. "How long have you two been here?" David asked. "About 15 minutes." Cash answered. "Oh well I am sure this beautiful lady kept you entertained." "You know it!" Cash said with a smile. David turned his attention on me and gave me that look men give when they really want you. "You looking good David." I said honestly…shit he was. "You already know what I think about the way you look. You are beyond sexy." The way he looked me up and down shot a dose of adrenaline down my spine. It was decided; I wanted to fuck David.

A few moments later a tall woman with caramel skin walked up to the table and stood next to David. He quickly wrapped his arm around her small waist. Her eyes went directly to me.

"Cash, Cidney. This is Simone. Simone, Cash and Cidney." We all spoke to one another. She was a very pretty lady.

She had a perfect sized nose, light brown eyes and a cute, pouty mouth. She also had long beautiful locks that dangled below her shoulder blades. I could tell Cash liked her.

"So, I have heard a lot about you two." Simone started. She had a very focused yet approachable look on her face. Though she clearly liked her fun, she was serious about figuring Cash and I out.

"Well I know you aren’t going to keep the beans to yourself! What has Mr. David here told you about us?" " Well first off he told me how beautiful you were…I can see he was telling the truth there."

Awww sukie sukie! Ol’ girl wasn’t playing no games.

I smiled my thank you.

"He also told me that you two have quite the relationship."

Cash chimed in." We do. It's perfect."

"Perfect?" Simone challenged. "That is an awfully strong word for something as complex as relationships." "We are perfect in my eyes. I could not have asked for a better woman."

"Interesting." Simone was still eyeing me. Her mind was calculating and analyzing.

"What is your zodiac sign?" I inquired.

"Virgo" She responded. "Why am I not surprised?" I said. "You are very analytical. The opposite of myself. The two little fishies." "Pisces." "Bingo." "Totally not analytical. Weird. Caring. Emotional. A bit spacey." "I prefer the term imaginative." I said with a laugh.

"Hmm." She said still feeling me out.

"So I take it you are bi-sexual." I said.

Cash looked over at me with a hint of shock at my bluntness.

"What makes you say that?" Simone asked with a smirk. "You just don’t give off a…non bi-sexual vibe." "Good at reading energy I see."

"I do it well. " "Something tells me you aren’t all the way hetero yourself." "Something done told you right!" I said as I hit the table with my palm for no reason other than to be randomly overly dramatic. Everyone laughed. "But no, I am not completely straight and narrow. I have a little curvature in here somewhere." "So you have been with a woman before." "Yep." "Both of you?" "Nope. Just me. He has never had a three some before but I plan to grant him that one day." "I know 'bi' means 'both' but do you have a preference?" "Hell yea. Men all day long." "Hmm" "Women are cool but I am not a fan of eating pussy. However my love for porn causes me to adore the idea of the man I love pleasing another beautiful woman in front of me." "So you are a voyeur." "Bingo. We both are." "So Cash" she said, now turning her dissecting gaze and intense sexual energy towards my man. "You would enjoy having another man please her?" "I would…and I have." "Hmm." The Virgo said as she rubbed her chin and turned her attention back over to me.

"So what about you? What's your preference?" I wanted to know. "I have an equal love for both. That's why I am so lucky to have a man like David. He lets me have my cake…and my icing too." Pause. Strong eye contact. Old girl wanted my snatch!

"Well it's nice to see you two are bonding" David chimed in.

She smiled and finally looked down at the menu. We all ordered our edibles. About 20 minutes into our visit we partook in the basic "get to know you" conversation. Then things, once again, took a nose dive. They got deep.

"So how long have you two been into the lifestyle?" Ms. Virgo wanted to know.

"I don’t really like to call it a "lifestyle" it cheapens the beauty of it all to me." "How so?" "I wouldn’t call being black a "lifestyle". It is simply who I am." "Well said." "Thank you kindly." I responded. "Well how long have you been…you?"

"For a couple of years now. Cash is actually my very first real open relationship." "Aww how sweet is that? David is mine as well." Said Simone, "Cash you live here right?" "Yes I do." Cash replied. "Which swingers club do you like the most?" "I actually have not been to any of them yet. We plan to go one day."

"David and I were going after we leave here…you two should join us."

Cash and I looked at one another and smiled.

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We walked up to a tall dark red door that was attached to a mahogany brown building. We were somewhere in downtown Miami. We were somewhere discrete.

The building had no name. So the only people who found this place were those who were looking for it.

Simone and David led the way. Cash and I stood behind them holding hands.

I was a little nervous, yet excited. Tonight was going to be intense. I could feel it.

Simone knocked on the door in a rhythmic way that I could not duplicate if I tried.

Seconds later a man in a dark suit opened the door. He was Latino, with his hair pulled back in a neat pony tail. Simone said "time for twigs four times in the corner pocket"

…..whatever the hell that meant.

Rico Sauvé nodded and let us all in. The atmosphere even in the lobby was dripping with warm, fuzzy ecstasy. There were couches and a front desk where people paid their dues to play.

The room was a mixture of red and black. The couches were abstract and unique. There were mirrors all around. The lights were almost burgundy. The music was slow, erotic, and unrecognizable. All I could make out was the moans of pleasure pouring from the open mouth of the heated songstress on the record.

A tall light skinned lady with huge lovely hair smiled as if she knew Simone and gracefully gestured for us to follow her. She was wearing expensive lingerie that did nothing to cover her hiney.

"Welcome", said the pretty woman. "I am Vantress. And I will be your escort for tonight." Her voice was hella sexy and she had some kind of accent I could not place.

She led us down this long hallway. Cash's arms were wrapped protectively around me. I could not help but notice the stunning art work that covered the red walls. Image after image of people in some serious sexual activity ran by my eyes. There were paintings of men with men, men with women with dicks, men with women, women with women. You name it, it was on the walls.

"Are any of these for sale?" I asked Vantress.

She turned around and smiled. "Anything is possible for a guest of Simone's" And with that she kept guiding us down the hallway until we got to a grand stairwell.

This place was…off the damn chain and we were just in the hallway!!

We walked up the staircase and we entered a huge room that looked no different from a regular luxury club. There were lots of people all around. The lights were just the right intensity and hue. This room, like the other, had a strong sexual undertone. The stripper pole in the middle of the floor was the only sign that this was not your average club. The attendees looked like just a few hours before they were dressed in the world’s finest suits talking big business with even bigger clients.

Moments like this proved the point I made in my very first blog: Our professions, no matter how "professional" they may be, do not eliminate our innate desire for invigorating sexual stimulation. So everyone from the Pope to Oprah likes to fuck and be fucked. Why people are discredited in the business world for displaying their sexuality (intentionally or unintentionally) will forever be beyond me. Donald Trump probably likes to eat a little ass every now and then but he is still a hell of a businessman. Anywho, Vantress sashayed in front of us; wagging her nice ass this way and that. "This is the main party hall. All alcoholic beverages are covered in your cover so drink away." She led us around the corner to an elevator.

"We are ascending to the second floor where our guests get a little more comfortable. There are certain areas that are clothing-optional.”

With that the elevator door opened wide. And the music changed from the typical club music that was playing down stairs to emotion filled tunes that resembled The Weeknd.

She showed us around the vast second floor complete with a “library”: A room with many tall book shelves and a couple of nice couches, end tables, and lamps.

“The Movie Room”: A large room with a huge screen showing porn. It had rows of couches in front of it for seating.

“The Peek-A-Boo Rooms”: Smaller rooms that were only separated by a curtain. It was made for those who did not mind being watched. Each room had a bed of course.

“The Privates”: These rooms were the same size as the peek-a-boo yet had hinged doors with locks.

“The Orgy Room”: This room was nothing but a huge bed. If you entered you had to participate in strange activity.

Last but not least there was the “Two Way Room”: This room consisted of a huge white revolving circular bed with a two way mirror. We could see in but the fuckers could not see out. It was live porn.

We all settled in the Library.

Cash and I on one couch; David and Simone on the other.

“So, you are a regular here huh?” I started.

“I’m not just a regular, I am a Gold member. I pay a small monthly fee and I can come as often as I like with guests.” Simone boasted.

“Hmm.” I said “So, are you attracted to Cash?”

She smiled at my forwardness.

“Why of course.”

“What attracts you to him?”

“His face…arms…body...smile. Everything. He looks like he has a thick dick.”

“You sound like me” I said with a laugh.

“David, you cool with this right?” Cash asked.

“Of course, this ain’t my first time in the Library.” They laughed while Cash blushed.

All this sniggling was cool but my dick was getting hard (I have penis envy).

“Are you attracted to David?” Simone asked.

“I’d hit him.” That was the penis envy talking again.

“Well why don’t you come sit next to him while I get to know Cash a little better.”

I smiled and switched places with the tall dread-headed lady. She touched my ass on the way…now that was just GAY! (lol)

I sat next to David but not really for him. I wanted a better view of my man and the pretty woman.

Simone didn’t waste no time!

My ass wasn’t on the couch good before she was on her knees unbuckling his pants.

Cash looked at me as if to make sure I was still fine with everything.

I nodded.

David tried to get my attention but I wasn’t focused on him at the moment. I wanted to see some good strange shit.

She had his cockerspaniel exposed and she had a good grip on it. She was looking up at him saying something that Cash was agreeing to.

Hmm I thought. I never talk while I suck cock.

I wanted to hear what she was saying so I left David over there to wack off or something and sat down next to them.

Simone looked up at me and smiled.

“You want a better look huh?”

“Bingo,” I said. “Carry on.”

She chuckled and turned her attention back to Cash.

“You have a lovely cock.” She said with intense eye contact with Cash.

“Thank you. I grew it myself.”

Light laughter.

“You did a wonderful job.”

She made her tongue dance around the tip of his uncut cock.

He tensed up. She licked it.

“You like that?” she asked.

Her confidence was out of this world.

I don’t think I would have the balls to talk to a man like that while bobbing for ball juice . I need to get like her, I thought.

She was teasing the hell out of him with her nasty talk and tongue.

She played with him for what seemed like hours; driving us both insane.

Then she finally started sucking his dick. I mean sucking it!

Slurping, popping, smacking all those nasty sounds were echoing through the entire room.

“Ahh shit.” Cash moaned. Getting me even wetter. I wanted to touch myself but I didn’t. I wanted to watch a little more first.

“She sucking your dick good baby?” I asked while lovingly stroking his face and planting soft kisses on his cheeks, forehead and mouth. He kept his eyes on mine and I got so wet at the sight of them. He was having a mental orgasm and I loved watching it go down.

Moments like this make me love being poly…stiff ass monogamous people miss out on highs like this.

Then I felt my legs being pulled apart. I looked down and saw David looking at me with the same fierce eyes as his sex kitten.

Shit, I helped him open my legs and my pussy. I pulled my skirt up showing off my freshly shaved pussy. She was leaking and ready to be cleaned.

I opened it up for him. I could tell his heart skipped about 7 beats as I scooted my ass off the edge of the couch and spread my pussy lips wide the fuck open for him like that.

Yea, I like being nasty as fuck like that.

David submerged his face in my wet heat and slurped and popped just like his girl.

I had been getting spoiled with all of this pussy licking lately and I was loving it! Simone and David were both moaning from the pleasure of pleasing.

Cash and I held hands as we were both being attacked orally by two virtual strangers.

I looked over at Cash. He was getting his dick waxed and she stroked him with two hands.

He looked over at me getting my yoni worshiped by a thick warm wet tongue.

“How does her pussy taste baby?” Simone asked between sucks.

“Hmmmm so damn good.” David said. “My sweet water.”

“Let me taste.” She said as she stopped sucking on Cash and got between my open legs.

Now it was my turn to be seduced by Simone.

Simone slowed down and eased her face down to meet my kitty cat.

She looked at it.

‘’Hmm nice cute little pussy.” She purred.

Lick

“You like the way I sucked your man’s thick ass dick?”

I nodded. “UmmHmm”

“You think I can eat your pussy better?”

Lick

“Only one way to find out.”

Full fucking submersion.

Now getting head from a woman usually does nothing for me but THIS time??? Ol’ girl was a pussy MONSTER! She was better than David!

I grabbed her head and moaned uncontrollably. My back was arching as she pulled me closer to her by my thighs. She was more aggressive than David as well.

Simone was a fucking Beast!

“Ohh shit!” I screamed.

I almost forgot Cash and David were there until I finally opened my eyes to find them watching in pure amazement and arousal. They were both speechless and so was I.

Simone finally came up for air with a serious expression on her face.

“David, this is a code red. We need to get out of here.”

I was still trying to catch my breath when she said that but it still surprised me.

Did I do something wrong?

David smiled.

“Code Red?” David asked.

“Code Fucking Red!”

“What does that mean?” Cash asked.

Simone turned to him with a straight face.

“It means we need to get our shit and go to the nearest hotel. This is going to be an all-nighter.”

With that we all got our shit and damn near flew to the W hotel right down the street….

Shit just got real

(To Be Continued)

Photo Credit : Jeffery Daysu, Miami,FL