"The One Who Loves Me Most" Part Four (Blog#15)
- cidneygreen
- Dec 10, 2014
- 13 min read
*To all new “Total Liberation Readers”, this blog is a continuation. Do not begin here. Please scroll to blog NUMBER 1 to better follow the story line - Thanks for reading =-)*

So there I was assed out in the best way possible in a room with three men.
One: my King Cash.
Two: his lusty buddy Rico.
Three: their tall, dark friend Aaron.
Aaron had just interrupted some very strange activity between Rico, Cash, and I. Or should I say Rico and I? Cash had just been the perverted voyeur; relishing watching his beloved get sliced to pieces with an aggressively possessive tongue.
My pussy was still dripping from all the erotic commotion. It was hard to focus on what they were saying but when I came back into focus they were talking about how perfect my body was. They were also having a pow wow on who could make me cum the hardest.
Rico boasted the loudest of course.
“I know a woman’s body. I can make her cum hard as hell in a few minutes. I did it once I’ll do it again!”
Aaron said “ All that’s real cool Rico but she hasn’t officially met my fine ass yet. Pipe yo ass down Rico Suave” they all laughed.
I like Aaron already! He was funny. I could tell that already.
Cash: “Nobody pleases my baby like I do.”
“I wish I could vouch for you my boy but you just sat there like an old creep while I was eating the fuck out of her pussy. Aaron this nigga didn’t get his dick sucked or anything! He just watched.” Rico said.
“Do you get your dick sucked while you watch porn nigga? “
“As a matter of fact I do ass wipe. It gets my dick harder and the girl’s pussy super wet.”
“Her pussy don’t be wet because of the porn. That be the water from off ya back drippin on her pussy.”
I laughed at that one.
“Kiss my ass Aaron! And I’m black and Cuban not Mexican punk!”
“It’s all the same. None of you fuckers know how to speak English.”
“Well what’s your excuse Blackie?”
“I know two languages; Proper English and Proper Ebonics. Ain’t my fault you can’t speak either one.”
We all laughed. Aaron was fucking awesome! A fine ass with a sense of humor always does the trick for me.
“You just mad because I can make a woman come harder than you without even using my dick. Ask Cidney. She just experienced a taste of Rico.”
That taste was some great shit indeed! I could have gone for another round.
Cash: “Did you like it baby?”
“Yeaaa” I said with some timidness.
“How many times did you come?” Rico jumped in.
Aaron said “Let the lies begin.”
“Shut up fool!” Rico snapped. “Go ahead baby. Kill this man’s ego for me right quick.”
“Once or twice” I said curtly.
Aaron: “The way Rico was talking I thought you were going to say 87.”
I laughed again! That damn Aaron was a clown!
“It could have been more but then you came barging in all fine and shit.” I said.
“I better be fine hanging out with these two. These two would have Boris Kodjoe feeling some kind of way about himself.” Again, we all shared a laugh.
As I took a look around the room, I noticed that each man represented a major part of who I am…
Cash: Mother and Moana
Rico: Leana
Aaron: Trixie
“Hmm” I thought “wouldn’t it be nice to have all three of these men fall madly in love with me? We could all live under the same roof of a 6 bedroom home. They are already friends so getting along with each other will not be an issue. I would have all the love I could ask for…for a short time of course. Talk about fulfillment.”
Cash’s touch brought me out of my dream world. He was grabbing my hand to help me up. He wanted his funny buddy to see what was his. He held my hand and slowly turned me around so his audience would not miss an inch of my body. Then he let me loose to walk around the room for his guests.
I will never forget walking around the room bucket naked in front of the admiring eyes of my Three Fuckateers. In that moment, I could not understand why anyone would consider this degrading in anyway. What is so wrong with nudity? What is so wrong with displaying it in front of whoever is chosen? What is so righteous about clothing when what lies underneath is so much more…artistic?
I was not being degraded, I was being worshiped.

“Look at her breasts.”
“God, she is so beautiful.”
“She doesn’t have on any make-up either.”
“Her legs are flawless dude.”
“Her ass is bringing tears to my eyes.”
“Her pussy is the cleanest pussy I have ever licked! Pussy tastes like sweet air or some shit.”
I could not keep with up the constant flow of praise that was being thrown at me from the lips of these fine kings. The evidence of pure desire in their eyes enhanced the evidence for Queenliness in mine. Every flaw I ever thought I had vanished in a swift moment. In their eyes, I was perfection. In their eyes, I was a Queen.
This also made me re-think the way men really feel about a woman baring her naked body as she pleases. Is there such a man- no, I retract that. Is there such a KING that views a woman bearing her nudity for the world to see in the same way he would view a skilled artist displaying his latest masterpiece? Did all men deem this type of behavior unworthy of royal treatment? If so, they were all master pretenders because every man in that room wanted me. Not just sexually, they wanted what Cash had.
All of me.
Cash was sitting on a couch on the left side of the room. He summoned his Queen.
I took my time walking over to him with my hands clasped in front of my body, acting all timid for no good reason; coving up my “little v”.
“I don’t know why you are trying to cover up now. We have all seen that pretty ass pussy of yours.” said Rico.
I smiled and straddled my man. I leaned into him and planted a wet sloppy kiss on his full Bahamian mouth. Cash is not one to tongue kiss but I did not care at that moment. Judging by the way he grabbed the back of my head and returned my tongue with his, he didn’t either.
It did not take long for Rico, the attention hungry Cuban, to come slide next to Cash and I. I opened my eyes to see the dark eyes of a very determined man locked on mine. Rico was a man who had to get his way…especially when it came to women. An attitude like that would only serve me in this particular situation.
Rico showed his boldness when he grabbed my chin and brought my lips to his. Our first kiss was intense. I felt his competitive energy surge through me like lightening. I could not help but moan out loud.
Rico was a drug. I could tell that already.
I opened my eyes slightly to check on Cash. He was watching us kiss with an unreadable expression on his face. I must admit. I am glad he was not angry. I did not want to stop kissing Rico.
Rico wrapped his arms around my waist and effortlessly shifted my body from off of Cash’s to on top on his. Yet another bold move…that turned me the fuck ON!
We were kissing like old drug addicted lovers. For a moment I forgot we were not alone. That moment would have lasted longer had I not felt Cash move off of the couch we were on to the one across from us; his favorite POV position.
Rico kept right on kissing me as if he had to have me.
Soon I felt another shift from the couch that carried our hyper sexualized weight. Then a rougher palmed hand started to touch my waist. I did not have to open my eyes to know it was not Cash that was touching me. It was the funny turned serious man named Aaron who was the culprit.
I allowed him to touch all he wanted.
Though I do not consider myself a swinger, if someone’s energy is on point then I will allow them to caress my heated flesh. All men in the room qualified in one way or another to touch me.
Aaron’s hands traveled down the arc of my back to the curve of my ass. Rico’s hands were all over the meaty part of my breasts and their tender buttons.
This was already getting to be too much fun and we were just beginning.
I was in a trance. Even though no one was penetrating me, I felt as If they were…I moaned as If they were.
Soon Rico’s mouth left mine and ventured to those sensitive balls of nerves that his fingers had just left. Nothing gets my pussy wet like nipple play. Add a little clit stimulation and you got yourself a super soaker.
Aaron noticed my available mouth and took that as his invitation to cover it with his lips and fondle my tongue with his.
I moaned as Rico’s fingers began to tease my clit.
“Mmm that pussy is getting super wet for Rico huh?” Rico said.
I moaned my confirmation.
“You say her pussy is the cleanest you have ever tasted Rico?” Aaron asked between kisses.
“Hell yea.” Rico said.
“You say you came 2-3 times when Rico ate it right?” Aaron asked me.
“Ummhmm” I moaned. I was feeling so good that audible words were for the birds.
Suddenly Aaron pulled me off of Rico with surprising strength and put me on my back on the couch with my ass hanging off.
For the first time in what seemed like ages I saw Cash’s face again. It was a serious… sexy… angry…aroused face that I had never seen before. His upper lip was cocked up in a way that sent chills down my spine. His strong hard chest moved up and down with the fury of ecstasy as he watched his two best friends have their way with his Queen.
Before I could say anything there was a head between my legs and a mouth all over my upper body.
Yet another competition had begun. The Competitors:
Aaron, Rico and Cash.
Aaron did not waste any time. I looked down at him and saw him create a sword with his tongue. He made it nice and sharp. They he stabbed me with his pink wet weapon of destruction.
“Fuuckkk!!” I screamed out loud!
I had never had a tongue that deep inside me before. Just like that it was 1 point for Aaron.
Of course Rico wouldn’t let Aaron steal the show so easily. He began to lick my nipples with such perfection that it became too much stimulation. I tried to make him stop to no avail. Rico was determined to make sure he had me where he wanted me, fully focused on him.
Aaron started to gently stroke my clit while tongue fucking me with a steady pace. Aaron was taking his time with my pussy and it felt so amazingly wonderful. It was like a massage…an orgasmic massage complete with hot heavy wet breaths and an intense determination.
I was moaning uncontrollably. My body would not stop trembling. My body was crying orgasmic tears. I was grabbing unto Aarons head with one hand and grabbing Rico’s with the other. I was going crazy...too much… stimulation…at once…
Then I heard a calm yet firm voice from across the room. It was none other than Cash.
“Who do you love?”
I looked at him with pleading eyes because that’s all I could do. Speaking English presented too much of a challenge under these circumstances.
“I said, who.do.you.love?” Cash repeated with a little extra testosterone.
“YOU!” I screamed. I had never been so torn in my life. I wanted so badly to rip their tongues off of me…as I begged them not to stop.
Rico got off the couch and sat next to Aaron on the floor.
Somebody turned me on my side for the wildest ride of my life….
I felt a mouth on my pussy….
And a mouth in between my ass crack…
“OH SHIT YALL SO FUCKIN NASTY OH MY GOD DAMN SHIT FUCK LAWWWDDDDDDD!!!”
Aaron held my right leg up high enough to ensure he got full range of my pussy. Rico; the ultimate ass licker was trying to put me to sleep with his hot nasty ass mouth!
It was so fucking sexy and crazy! I could not believe what was happening! I was turned on on so many levels! This was double ORAL!
(I often get off on male gay porn. So even though these men were not gay and their lips never touched, the fact that their faces were so close together made me FUCKING INSANE!)
SMACK!
Rico slapped the shit out of my ass as I searched for my sanity. Aaron was now just as intense as Rico.
I felt the sloppy mouths of these men invade me orally. Slimy tongues slipping in and out of me simultaneously. I was so gone…
“Cidney!” Cash said louder than he had before.
“Ignore them, keep your eyes on me.”
Cash was asking the impossible but I had to try. When I finally managed to open my eyes I saw Cash…and his rock hard dick! That made me moan even louder.
“OH SHIT I’M COMINGGGGG!!! IM COMING!!! FUCK!!”
Just like that I came all over them both.
They both moaned in excitement.
I moaned in erotic exhaustion.
They got up, laughed, gave themselves a high five and looked at me squirm and fidget like a crackhead in rehab.
That’s what I felt like, a fucking crackhead. Would one tongue ever be enough for me again? Had they permanently taken me to a new level of sexuality from which I could never return? Was this my pipe dream? Would I be in constant search of these feelings of pure submission and control? Was I at the mercy of my first high forever more?
Before I could escape my own thoughts I had something fleshy…hard…smooth and uncircumcised in my mouth. I was sure it was a dick but whose? I wasn’t sure.
I looked up and it was Cash thrusting his cock down my throat.
Somehow I had ended up hanging over the arm of the sofa with Cash in front of me and his buddies behind me; fingering my pussy and ass. Double penetration was now triple. Every hole I owned was occupied.
Cash was mean to my mouth.
“You nasty little whore. You let them make you come in front of me like that? I’ma show you.”
Cash held my head with his hands and pumped my face like fury. I have never been good at deep-throating but at that moment… I had no choice. I was either going to get good at it or choke to death because Cash was not going to stop.
“Tell me you’re sorry.” He said while still stroking my face and literally making me squirt.
“imhsjhsoree” I tried to say.
“I can’t understand you.” He slowed his stroke then took his dick out of my mouth long enough for me to give him the words he wanted.
“I’m sorry.”
“Bullshit!” He said as he face fucked me even harder.
“You are letting them play with your pussy and ass right now. Fucking whore. “
I am really running out of words to describe my extreme arousal….maybe that is because there simply aren’t any.
I liked letting all these men have access to my pussy and ass. I liked sucking dick in front of them. I loved coming hard for them. I relished being the center of their obsession. I adored them competing to please me. I loved not giving a fuck what anyone thought of my actions. I just loved being society’s definition of a “hoe”. It was so much more fun than being “respectable” “lady like” or “wholesome”. Fuck that shit. I wanted pleasure. Extreme, intense, unorthodox, uncouth, untamed FUCKING PLEASURE!
Suddenly Cash snatched his dick from me and slapped me in the face with it. His dick slap stung my soft cheek. I rubbed my face while I coughed and tried to catch my breath.
He was so mean to me…He was so…angry…yet his dick remained on full blast…Our sexuality is such a complex thing…
I was still hacking when I heard the jingle of belt buckles. I knew what that meant. Someone was about to fuck me. Not with tongues, not with fingers but with my favorite thing in the world, that DIZZICK!
I braced myself for the penetration of someone’s cock. I did not know who’s cock it was going to be but as long as it had a rubber on it I was willing to arch my back and take it deep. I was past the “let’s be dainty and cute” phase. I was ready to fuck.
I felt hands grip my waist. It was such a turn on that I did not know whose hands they were…
Then I heard a deep voice say.
“No.”
All action ceased.
“I don’t want anyone fucking her yet.” Cash said with rightful authority.
“What?” Rico said. I turned to see that it was him who was about to stick his dick inside of me and GOTDAMN it was big and long SHIT! Cash saved my vaginal walls.
“Not yet. Y’all can come back again before she leaves but y’all can’t fuck her right now.”
I could tell by his tone that his decision was final.
They whined like little kids at bedtime.
“As a matter of fact, you two can leave now. I will call yall later.”
Aaron said “You aint mad at us are you?”
“Nope. Just need some privacy with her.”
They had no choice. The King had spoken. He wanted his Queen to himself now; his Queen that was still out of breath. I was still hanging over the arm of the couch. They both gave me a kiss on the cheek before making their exit. Cash walked them out. I heard light chatter.
Did we go too far? Was it I who Cash was mad at? I was kind of afraid now. I thought this was all cool with him…
When Cash came back he found me sitting on the couch with my hair all over my head looking crazy as hell.
He stopped in the doorway and looked at me.
I looked back at him; attempting to read his thoughts.
I wanted the silence to end yet was scared to break it.
I waited for him to speak first.
“Go in the bedroom and lay down on your back.”
I quickly got up and did as I was told.
I remember looking through my open legs and finding my shirtless King Cash.
He took his time making his way over to me while removing his bottoms.
He climbed on top of me and kissed me softly while looking into my eyes. I returned his tenderness.
He eased his dick inside me and I moaned in acceptance of his gift to me.
He slowly pumped inside of me. The entire time he did not take his eyes off of mine.
He did not utter a word as he sexed me.
His thoughts were still unreadable as he stroked my pussy right.
“Mmmmmm” I moaned. I loved the way he felt inside of me.
He started going deeeeepp inside me as if he was trying to reach my heart through my vaginal canal.
I scratched at his back as if inflicting pain on him would soothe mine. Yes, it did hurt me but I liked it.
“Casshhh god baby shit.”
He grabbed my neck and stroked me faster yet not too fast.
What was he doing besides making me come? Even though I was enjoying this, I was still unsure of what he was thinking…His eyes were different…they showed some…vulnerability yet I still could not put a finger on his thoughts…I guess I would have to wait until he was ready to share them…
We came together and he rolled off of me. He lay beside me and held onto me tightly…the only thing he said to me before he drifted off to sleep were those three words…
“I love you.”

(To Be Continued)
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