"The One Who Loves Me Most" Part THREE (Blog#12)

*To all new “Total Liberation Readers”, this blog is a continuation. Do not begin here. Please scroll to blog NUMBER 1 to better follow the story line-Thanks for reading=-)*

My eyes were unfocused. My legs were open and shaky. My breath was both slow yet rushed. I was being touched in my most intimate places. 1…2…3…4…5…6 hands all over me. There were voices all around me. They sounded lustful. They confirmed that they were lusting after me. I blinked several times in an attempt to be sure I was really doing what I was doing. Nope, I wasn’t doing anything. It was Ms. Leana. Leana…My Erotic Warrior. My fearless alter-ego. Oh, how grateful I was to have her around. If it were not for her, I would be missing out on pure unadulterated pleasure.

I remember a time when I thought all women who did things like this, were women with self esteem issues. If this is what having a low self esteem felt like then somebody needed to deliver me about 17 more cases of more of those kinds of “issues”. At that moment I realized just how incorrect I had been and how just plain wrong most of the world was. You cannot judge how someone feels about themselves based on their actions.

According to the world, a woman in my shoes, (bucket naked in front of 6 eyes and 3 watering mouths) must have had a horrible childhood. I must have been molested as a kid and my dad must have abused my mother and small farm animals in front of my eyes.

Ha! The worst thing I saw as a child was a Freddy Kruger movie.

Nothing was wrong with me. I had no reason to feel anything less than beautiful. That’s all I kept hearing from my all-male audience.

If this is what it means to be a “hoe”; I welcome that compliment.

Anywho, it seems I have skipped some things. Last you heard, Rico was at the front door staring me down. He was alone; making the only people in the house Cash, Rico and myself. However, I just told you there were 6 eyes on me. I did not include mine in that count. Meaning, there was another man that joined the party. Why don’t I just rewind back to when Rico’s fine ass was standing at the front door….

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After my introduction to the one they call Rico, I walked quickly back to the bathroom and got back in the shower.

"Shit." I thought. "Cash was right. That is one fine ass bitch!"

My heart was beating rapidly as I washed my body.

Cash and I were most def life partners. He had some damn good taste!

I had already washed my pussy and ass before I answered the door, but Rico looked like a nasty motherfucker. So, I went back and scrubbed so good, I damn near gave myself a carpet burn.

"Cid!" I heard Cash yell from the living room.

"Yes?!" I yell back.

"What are you doing? Come on!"

"Don’t rush me Cash!" I said as I continued to take my damn time.

"Cash better go whack off or something shit; I’ll come out when I’m ready." I thought.

Soon, I was done scrubbing myself. I got out of the shower and threw on a long striped sundress with nothing more.

As I walked out of the bathroom, I noticed I was not nervous at all.

Cash was sitting on one couch and Rico was sitting on another. I went and plopped next to Cash and looked over at Rico’s fine ass.

He was made of lust! Everything about this man screamed SEX! The look in his eyes, the smirk on his face, his facial hair, even the way he BREATHED was nothing but pure LUST. He was a promiscuous motherfucker who loved to throw his dick around. He loved pussy and pussy loved him. He was rough and passionate. I could tell that by looking at him. I love that shit in a man.

Believe it or not, Leana had not arrived yet. It was Cid mixed with some of Trixie and Spider Woman. Trixie could be very witty and funny when mixed with another personality. Spider Woman made her witty, funny, yet sexy.

Rico started, “So, you must be Ms. Cidney.”

"I must be."

"I have heard a lot about you."

"Have you now?"

"Yep."

"I have heard a little about you. I want to know more about you Mr. Rico."

"What would you like to know?"

"How long have you been married?"

"10 years."

"How has the married life been treating you?"

"It’s cool."

"Your wife a freak like you?"

"What makes you think I’m a freak?"

"Boy, I’m looking at you." I said.

Cash and Rico laughed.

"Well, in that case no, she is not."

"I don’t get that. Why do men like you end up with women who are not sexually compatible? I can tell you like to fuck. I would just let you be who you are and love you anyway."

"Most women are not like you."

"That’s why I am going to marry her." Cash chimed in. I looked at him and smiled.

"She turned me out bruh." Cash confessed.

"She did huh? How she do that?"

"She lets me fuck other bitches and she still treats me like a King." Cash said and he started to touch on my boobies. “She is what all men want but don’t believe exists. She is fine, beautiful, sexy, and smart and doesn’t try to control me. On top of that she is my own personal whore. Why do you think I flew her out here, man?”

Cash is always saying shit like that; making me want to love him deeper and deeper.

"He likes it when I fuck other men. I have this guy back home named August. You two are similar in nature. Both married, both love pussy."

Cash said, “Rico walks up to women and tells them he is going to fuck them.”

"Does he fuck ‘em?"

Cash laughed and said, “Yes!” Everyone laughed.

I wasn’t surprised. He looked like that type of man. He had this raw sexual/cocky energy. He was the type of man every woman wanted to get and tame. Rico was not tamable. I knew just what to do with a man like Rico. Love him, fuck him and “grant” him his freedom. I would have no desire to change him. Yet, the interesting thing about men like him was, he really wouldn’t know what to do with a woman like me. It’s like they need to feel “controlled” to feel safe and secure. It is a very interesting dynamic.

Cash put my legs on his, lifted up my dress and opened my legs.

"She has the most perfect pussy man. Look at it."

He turned my pussy toward his best friend. I saw something in Rico’s eyes change. The Lion had picked up the scent of fresh blood. That look on his face was all it took to awaken Leana.

(Although Leana was the ring leader, I want to tell this story in first person.)

Rico remained in his seat as Cash stood me up and removed my dress.

"Look at how fine she is Ric. Look at how pretty her face is too."

“I see her. You hit the jackpot with this one.”

For a second there, I saw a hint of envy in his eyes; which was understandable. Cash did in fact have a dream come true. Cash knew it too which is why he smiled with pride. He loved to show me off and hell, I loved to be the object of admiration.

Cash sat me back on the couch and opened my legs again. I looked over at Rico with a devious look on my face. I smiled and bit my lip as Cash gently touched my pussy. I was getting wet. The situation alone was very arousing.

Suddenly, Rico got up from his warm spot and sat next to me on the couch. He started to touch my pussy, but I stopped him.

"Ay, go wash your hands."

He smacked his lips, but quickly got on up and washed those hands of his.

He came back and sat down next to me. He looked at me like he had some serious plans for my body.

My heart was beating triple time and I realized what was going on. I was sitting between two gorgeous hard cocked men about to get some strange shit done to me. I was aroused yet relaxed at the same time.

Rico put my right leg on his lap and started caressing my thighs and pussy.

Cash, the ultimate voyeur, got up and sat on the couch across from us for a better view. I looked at my King to be sure he was still okay with everything. The look on his perfect face told me all I needed to know.

"Look at me." Rico said with intense sexual seriousness as he turned my face towards his.

“LAWDDD!” I was thinking. Rico’s ass was about to get fucked up if he kept handling me like that. He had my pussy TOO wet!

Rico noticed my instant stimulation.

“Her pussy is already super wet Cash, fuck.”

“Wait until you get your dick in that shit, it’s the best feeling in the world.” Cash said.

“How old is she again?” Rico wanted to know.

“24”

“Mmm, nice young ass pussy.”

(Why do I always attract these old pervs? ;)

Rico slid two of his strongest fingers inside my pussy. I let out a moan of mostly pleasure with a little bit of pain. My pussy was still sore from the double damage caused by both August and Cash.

I was reminded of how much I actually enjoy being fingered. Hell, I love penetration of all kinds as long as it’s done correctly. That’s one of the reasons I love men like Rico. He, like August, was in his thirties and has fucked hundreds of women. So he knew what the fuck he was doing. No teaching or coaching needed; a woman’s sexual dream.

“Shit, I aint felt no pussy this tight in I don’t know how long!” Rico exclaimed.

Cash just laughed with pride.

Then Rico took his fingers from my watery walls and places them inside his mouth. THAT shit ALWAYS drives me crazy. I can’t say it enough; I love men who love pussy.

“Mmmm” Rico moaned as if he tasted something he had been craving for years on end.

He dipped his finger back into my lust sauce and fed me as I looked back over at Cash again. He had this slightly pissed/aroused look on his face. I was really about to slap somebody. The energy in that room was so thick with lusty ecstasy and…we were just getting started.

Suddenly, Rico hopped on his knees and started to eat my pussy. I let out a moan of surprise and pleasure and he maneuvered his tongue in ways I had never experienced before. I had my head back as I tried to control my breathing. Rico’s aggressive nature came out full fledge as he held my thighs apart and submerged his tongue into my vaginal canal.

He paused for just a second to remind me to look at him.

I obeyed my new master and damn near squirted in his eye balls as he added his fingers to the mix. The combo of his wet hungry tongue and that penetration made one hell of an orgasmic soup that Rico had the task of ingesting.

Cash said, “Look at your man.”

I took my eyes off of Rico’s cannibalism and looked at my King.

Cash was watching his best friend lick me deeply. He was sitting there with his arms over the back of the couch; his hands were not touching himself. His face was twisted in a slight pissed off snarl while his dick was revealing its growing girth in his basketball shorts. All of this added to the intensity of my breathing and to the river of liquid lust pouring from my body.

Rico was doing a great job at keeping me wet and dry at the same time.

The more erratic my moans and body twitches became, the more intense and passionate Rico’s determination to hold my attention became. Even though Cash was not touching me, these two men were still very much involved in a competition; a competition in which only I would be the true victor.

“Who do you love?” Cash asked.

“You, Ca-Cash. I love you.” I stammered. I hear Rico let out a small grunt as I spoke those words. Rico was sucking and licking the energy out of me in the best way possible. My failed attempts to squirm and get away did nothing but make him torture me more.

He stuck his fingers even deeper inside of me making me look down at him again.

“Shit! Shit! OhmyfuckingGOD!” I screamed. I grabbed the back of Rico’s head and bit down hard on my bottom lip. I was close to coming down over this motherfuckers face.

Cash got up from his seat and came to sit next to me.

“You okay baby?” he asked tenderly.

“He’s t-trying to kill me.” I said as I wrestled with an orgasm.

“Do you want him to stop?”

“Mm Mm.. No…I d-don’t want him to stop.” I confessed. “ I w-want him to keep licking me-SHIT! He is gonna make me come if he keeps doing me like this!”

“You gonna let him make you come?”

He grabbed my hand from Rico’s head and placed it on his dick.

“You see what you being a whore is doing to me?”

I was really close to losing the small amount of my mind that I had left. His dick was ROCK FUCKING HARD. I could literally cut some damn diamonds with that thing.

“Answer me, are you going to let him make you come?”

“No baby, I-I won’t l-l-let him make me come.”

When I said that, Rico shoved his fingers in my pussy and hit my G-spot in a way that made me squirt INSTANTLY!

I screamed as tears came to my eyes. Rico was so fucking intense! Just like that, I had broken my promise to Cash. Rico knew it. Rico let out a small chuckle of victory as he began to lick me clean.

I looked up at Cash with the eyes of a small child who had just misbehaved. To my surprise, he looked more aroused than pissed. This was going to be very interesting…

The testosterone in the room was heavy and I was feeling weak. I had just come so hard and I knew it was not over yet…

As if hearing my thoughts, Rico said, “I aint done with your freaky ass yet.”

He pulled me off the couch and turned me around. Now my knees were on the floor and my face was now in Cash’s lap.

Cash kept his eyes on mine and I anticipated Rico’s next move.

Cash did not move at all. He kept his hands across the back of the couch like a boss, while I had my hands on his hard quads. I had already broken a sweat and my breathing was weighted.

Rico slapped my ass and said “Arch that shit out.”

I obeyed.

“Damn Cash, look at her ass. I got the best view in the world right now.”

“Not better than mine. I get to see her beautiful face and her ass from this view.” Cash said.

“That’s cool. We are going to switch places real soon.”

“You okay baby?” Cash said.

“Yes, baby. I’m okay.”

“You know I love you right?”

“Yea, Cash I know.”

“You gonna be a good little whore for me?”

“Yes, baby. I will.”

Then, I felt Rico’s entire tongue run from the top of my clit to the top of my ass crack. It felt so wet, hot and nasty.

I just lowered my head and said “Un-fucking-believable.”

This man was determined to keep my attention no matter what. He had won the first round. Now, I wondered what Cash had up his sleeve.

“Keep your eyes on me baby. Let him lick your pussy and ass but keep your eyes on your King.”

That shit was more challenging than you might think, but oh, did it add to my wetness.

Cash loved me, I knew that. I felt like this whole experience displayed his love. He was giving me something I truly desired. He was there for me, supporting me the entire time. He set this up and his reward was watching my sexual demise…If only more people understood how much more love is available to them if they just allowed their partner to be who they really are…I am so glad I do.

Cash took his right hand and stroked my face tenderly. He bent down to kiss me on the lips.

“You’re so beautiful and sexy.” He said as he kissed me with tongue. This was the perfect combination of love and lust.

As we were kissing I felt an unfamiliar sensation that made me gasp. It was a mixture of pleasure and pain. Something was inside of me. Felt like fingers. They were fingers but they were not in my pussy, they were in my asshole.

“Damn, Cash you haven’t been fucking her ass? This shit is tight as fuck!.”

“No, I haven’t fucked her ass yet.”

“I’d have this asshole stretched out, taking all kinda dick in it.” With that, he used all of the muscles in his tongue to push it inside my little chocolate star. He had my ass cheeks spread open as he got extremely dirty with me. I was going CRAZY! The nastiness of all of this literally had my pussy dripping.

“Hold her ass open for me Cash.”

Cash put my head on the left side of him and reached over to hold my cheeks and pussy apart, granting Rico full access to my orifices.

I was moaning so much you would think I was possessed but I could not help it! This was an out of body experience.

This nasty mofo took his time with it. He licked me again from top to bottomslowly. Then he stuck his tongue in my ass and his fingers in my pussy with force. It was double penetration. It was BLISS! All of this sensation would create an addiction if I was not careful. Would I be able to enjoy just one man after this?

“Bounce your ass in my face.”

I did just that and he made disgusting, slurping, smacking sounds. Rico was off the fucking chain.

Now, he was sucking my pussy while he had fingers in my ass. I had wanted to get more into anal due to my slight porn habit. I knew that there was a way to make it pleasurable. I was no anal expert by a long shot but his fingers had my ass loosening up a bit. It had started to feel good. But even if it didn’t feel good, this entire scenario was so erotic that I would not have even noticed the slight discomfort.

It was so much ecstasy in the air, that I had forgotten that I had not even gotten any dick yet. Could I handle it?

Cash could be extremely dominant, but due to his heightened jealous and erotic emotions, I am sure he would try to kill me to prove his point. Cash is competitive; he would surely go above and beyond to outdo his childhood buddy. Rico was a fucking mad man. A mad man who needed to be the center of attention or it would cause an ego issue. I could tell by how he would grab my thighs with a bit of force, as he dug his tongue deeper inside of me, once he noticed Cash had begun to steal my focus. All of this would result in one hell of an Erotic Battle.

Cash had the home field advantage; I loved him and he knew just how to fuck me silly. Rico had this energy that reminded me of August; a man I also loved.

This would be war. This would be a beautiful war…a beautiful passionate orgasm filled war that would create war cries of absolute elation… A war full of flexing abs, hard triceps and biceps, sweating brows, bitten lips, open mouths, hanging tongues, swinging balls, growing egos, thrusting pelvises and one torn up yet satisfied pussy. I was going to be in between a rock and a hard place.

Literally.

I’d probably pass the hell out and die on the battle field, leaving them fucking a corpse. I could not wait to come to my own demise.

A knock on the door interrupted the heart racing thoughts in my head, but I could not focus on it due to my lustful intoxication.

Cash got up to answer the door, leaving me breathlessly alone with Rico for the second time.

Rico got close to my ear and said, “You make me want to do shit to you that I have never done to my wife and that Cash has never dreamed of doing to you.”

Though his tone and intensity was sexy, I felt something a little off in his energy. Did Rico’s competiveness with Cash venture outside the bed room?

I did not have time to dissect it. I was not in the right frame of mind and before I could respond Cash came back into the room with yet another man.

I was still on the floor trying to catch my breath with my ass out.

Once my vision refocused, I noticed one very important thing; whomever this new guy was….was yet another FINE ASS BITCH! You know the drill. He was dark skinned, muscular, tall and just plain fucking fine! He looked like he had a big ass dick.

LAWD! What was Cash’s ass trying to do?? I was just starting to wrap my mind around taking two dicks, now I might be taking THREE???!

“Cidney, this is Aaron. He works out with Rico and I. Aaron, meet my Queen Cidney.”

Aaron looked at me and grinned, “Hello, Ms. Cidney…It is really nice to meet you…Cash is always bragging about how he has the world’s perfect woman. Now that I see you…I am starting to believe him.”

I turned over and sat down on the floor with my back against the couch. I smiled at Cash and said,

“Hey Aaron, nice to meet you too. And did he tell you that I have the world’s perfect man?”

Rico got up and gave the new guy that hand shake that black men give other black men.

“Thanks for that text Rico. I would not have wanted to miss this.” said Aaron.

So Rico set this up, not Cash.

Interesting.

Could I physically handle all these men? Would my pussy be all loose and hanging when they were done with me? Would I be able to walk for the rest of the trip? I was beyond horny but was I THAT horny? Was this whole thing going too far? Was this too extreme even for Leana?…

I felt like “The Cidney of Troy: The Pussy that Launched a Thousand Dicks.”…

(To Be Continued)

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