"The One Who Loves Me Most" Part TWO (Blog#9)

Late August 2012:

I narrowed my eyebrows in frustration as I listened to Cash defend his limitations over the phone.

"No matter what they say at the meeting it’s not going to convince me to do it."

"How do you know unless you go and see what they have to say?" I said while trying to hold on the rest of my cool.

"Because I have been to many of these types of things before. I just don’t want to go."

"Have you been to this particular one before?"

“No, but I don’t want to go!!”

"Okay fine Cash. Don’t go. I never ask you for anything and you can’t even go just to make me happy." I said with all of my melodramatics.

He did not say anything but I felt every ounce of annoyance radiating from him over the phone.

Cash and I used to have long conversations about being power couple. He would own his own gym and I would have my own sex empire. We talked about having millions in the bank that we would spend freely. We planned trips to Paris and designed our million dollar home.

I had just joined a wonderful network marketing company and I just KNEW Cash would jump on board immediately! Well, just like they say; the ones you think WILL, WON’T and vise versa.

This proved to be true. Cash had no interest whatsoever in MLM. I was pissed off and wouldn’t let it go. The fact that he would not just go and see irritated me beyond reason. I was not the type to just “roll over”, I went on and on because I was determined to get him to see my point of view.

We went back and forth about this for several conversations until that last one when I said something to the effect of “Okay, well just keep working for somebody else for the rest of your life!”

Soon after that we hung up.

I was at lunch with a prospect showing the plan when I got a text from Cash

“I am glad you found something that will make you money but I don’t think this is working out. I don’t want to be with you anymore.”

"Wow," I thought.” I guess I went too far."

Though I am much more advanced now, even back then I had the attitude that this was a good thing not a bad thing. “I trust my life and if being with him was in my best interest then he would not have broken up with me.” I thought and left it at that. I did not respond to his text message. I moved right along with my life.

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February 2014:

"How have you been?" Cash asked gingerly via Skype.

"I am doing great. You?" I responded. He was looking good as usual.

"I’m fine baby, I miss you though." He said sincerely with that thick accent of his.

"Do you now?" I asked.

"Yes, I do" he said all dreamy eyed.

"You dumped me though" I said with a laugh. I was not upset at him at all. I was glad he was going well. However, I would not be me if I did not rub all this in a bit. Besides, I was not surprised me missed me. They all do.

"Ahhh don’t bring that up!" He said as he threw his hands over his face.

"How could I not?” I said "You did!"

"I know and it as a mistake"

"Why did you break up with me anyway? You never really told me."

What he said surprised me because it was not what I thought it would be.

"Honestly, I was tripping…I felt like you were too involved in your business…"

"Really??" THAT’S why??"

"Yea, lame I know."

"Very much so"

"But look that’s old news.” He said firmly." I want you back. There is truly no woman like you. I miss you and I want to see you ASAP."

"I hear you talking."

"I am serious Cidney, I have got to have you again. I really don’t know what I was thinking. I could never be with these other women. They all want to control what I do and who I talk to. I know we were only together for a short time but you turned me out. It’s either you or nobody."

"Wow." I said.

Nobody had ever said anything like that to me before. Sure, every man who lost his chance with me had come back but no one had every expressed himself quite like this before. I could tell in his tone that he was serious. I am not one to play cat and mouse games. I wanted to see just how serious he was. If he was willing to give this another try then so was I.

”Well, I am open to that.” I said

"Good, now would you rather come here or me come back to you?"

"I would rather come there. I have never been the Miami before and I think it will be fun."

“When is good for you to come?”

“Umm, mid-April should be fine.” I said after some thought.

"Hold on a second" he said.

"Okay" I said.

It kind of hit me that I did not quite believe him. Sure, he said he missed me but did he mean it? It felt good that he appeared to be making plans but I don’t know still. “We shall see.” I thought.

I was so into my own head that I had not noticed that about 10 minutes had gone by. He had been concentrating on something on his PC screen the whole time.

"What are you doing sir?" I asked

"Okay, done." he said with a smile. "Check your email."

"Are you sending me nasty pictures or something?" I asked with a laugh. "You can just whip it out here."

"Just check it crazy girl" he said, joining me in my chuckles.

I picked up my phone and checked my email as instructed. What I found shocked me to tears.

I was the confirmation of my flight to Miami, Florida the second weekend in April..

I put my hand over my mouth and allowed the back of my hand to feel the wetness of my tears. I was filled with so much love for him at that moment! No one had ever SHOWN me they cared like that before. A plane ticket?? Really??

Moana was rejoicing. Finally someone who cared for her and showed her the consideration she had always craved.

He smiled as I cried tears of gratitude. There was not an ounce of doubt left. I WAS GOING TO MIAMI!!! I could not wait to show my Bahamian King how much I appreciated him.

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Soon I was at the airport waiting on my baby to come and pick me up. I was wearing a sports bra and yoga pants. Perfect plane attire.

Soon I saw him pull up. He got out of the car wearing a white beater and basket ball shorts. Once he saw me he picked me up effortlessly and hugged me tight for what seemed like 30 minutes. I had never felt so valued in my life. He was so happy to see me and the feeling was mutual. There were people in a rush trying to pick up loved ones and get out of all the hustle and bustle but Cash did not care them or their blaring car horns. He did not let go of my small waist until he as good and ready. When he was done he grabbed my face and kissed my forehead. He was never a big mouth kisser but that was okay with me. I was just glad be back safely in his arms.

He was just as sexy as before if not sexier. His muscles were even more defined. I was so attracted to him and so grateful for the love he was showing me. He put my bags in the car and he finally took off.

When a man is sweet to me like that, it translates down to my pussy; awakening Ms.Leana. I started touching on his dick through his silky shorts as he was driving. I remembered how great that dick was even though it had been over a year and a half since I experienced it.

I was glad he was wearing basket ball shorts; easy access to that cockadoodledoo.

I pulled it out and got to slurping. You can’t show me the kind of love he was showing me and not get rewarded for it. He grabbed the head of my head and guided my oral strokes.

"Ummm you’re still my nasty little whore huh?"

"UmmHmm" I said with a mouth full of dick.

I was moving my tongue in ways that I can only move it when Leana has taken over. She likes to be submissive to Cash. She likes to be his soft spoken obedient whore. She is not the loud porn star she is with August with Cash. While she moans and talks, she is more…quaint with Cash. He is King. She is servant.

She likes it when he approves of her actions. She likes it when he encourages her to be nasty. Sometime he is mean to her but it is okay; he has those privileges. He was not being mean in the car when his cock was down her throat. He was being gentle with her.

She liked the possibility of getting in trouble for sucking dick in public like that. She knew people could see her and she liked it.

Before she knew it they were at Cash’s house. I was a very nice home, very neat and clean, just like him.

I was in the living room while Cash put all of my bags away. I was standing in the middle of the room with my hands behind my back with my lips together in a way that displayed my dimples. I had the posture of a shy school girl who knew she was in a little bit of trouble.

He came into the room, saw the look on my face, stood in front of me and said.

"Get on your knees" I looked up at him with puppy dogs eyes and slowly got down on one knee at a time; using his rock-hard quads for support. Once I was on my knees I placed both hands on the floor in front of me and continued to look up at my king.

"Open your mouth" He instructed.

I opened wide for my Bahamian King.

He inserted his dick in my mouth slowly and deliberately. Then he put his hands behind his back.

"Is this how August stands over you?"

I looked up and him with my whore eyes and responded with a nod and “Uh huh.”

He let out a moan of pleasure as I moved my eyes from his and continued sucking.

"Look at me" he said in a soft yet firm tone. "You sucking that dick so good baby."

I could tell he meant it.

"Use your hands now."

I obeyed.

I began to stroke his dick with both hands wrapped around his girth. My mouth as getting wetter and wetter the more I sucked. So was my pussy.

He suddenly pulled away from me and gave me my next set of instructions.

"I’m about to go get the condoms from my room. When I get back I want you bent over the couch with your ass in the air."

With that he left and I assumed the position.

It is so interesting how different people bring different things out of you. I am sexual with all my lovers yet different. I am submissive to August, Antonio and Cash yet still totally different with each of them.

I was waiting in anticipation with a deep arch in my back when I heard him re-enter the room. I felt his hands caressing my waist line. I moaned a moan of gratitude.

"I’m gonna fuck you slow okay baby?"

"Okay" I whispered back.

The insertion of his dick inside my pussy was accompanied by a surprising sensation of tender pain.

My pussy was still recovering from when August had his way with it the day before at his shop. The visit began with August perfecting my eyebrows for my trip to see Cash. It ended with me against the wall taking dick hard in my pussy. August always leaves me sore afterward. Please do not mistake this confession as a complaint. I love the way he fucks me. And besides, dick feels better to me when my pussy is a bit tender.

And tender it was! The sharp moans I produced made Cash even more aroused.

"Did I hurt you? I’m sorry" He said is a lusty whisper. "I don’t want to hurt my baby."

The tenderness of my pussy coupled with his girth made this a very intense combination of pleasure and pain. Yet with Cash I did not usually scream, I whimpered more than anything.

"Throw your ass back on your dick baby."

Again, I did as I was told. He stood still as I run my ass into him over and over again. I was slowly rolling and gyrating my contracted pussy onto his throbbing cock; driving us both crazy in the process. It was more of a challenge this time due to my tender vaginal walls but I could not disappoint my King. I pleased him so well that he had to stop me by grabbing my ass.

"Ohh I miss this pussy so much. You got the best pussy baby. Shit." He said as he kissed my shoulders and the back of my neck.

“Nobody fucks me like you baby, I will never let you go again.” His tender kissed and words send me into emotional orgasm.

The things he said to me made me even sloppier between my legs. However, what he said next made me cum on the spot.

"I’m gonna invite my friend over here later and let him fuck you."

I grabbed the back of the couch and came hard! I raised my voice that time!

I fucking loved it and him.

I did not know who this friend of his was but it did not matter. The fact that he wanted to watch me fuck his friend was so fucking amazingly arousing to me. He wanted to share my pussy like I wanted to share his dick. He knew that was a fantasy of mine and he was serious about helping me fulfill it. It is not hard to find a man who will share your pussy with the homies. Yet, what makes My Cash so special is that he truly loves me. I am not just some piece of ass to him. What we have is rare. We truly allow each other to explore ALL sexual desires while offering unconditional love. We completely understand each other. He understands me in ways that August and Antonio simply do not. We have no limitations on what we do. He is husband material.

Soon after that he came hard inside the condom that was inside me. And told me he loved me and I told him the same.

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After the tour of the house. He told me he had a photo shoot set up for us. The shoot produced most of the photographs that appear on this blog with me in white. It was an amazing shoot and he was very proud to let all the men in the room know whose man he was. =-)

After that we went back to the house to change. This is when he told me he had to go pick up Dana; his other lover, from work.

I would have loved to meet Dana but she was not poly nor did she know about me.

A year ago I would have found this unacceptable yet I understand that this relationship style is not the norm. Some have to be eased into this. Everyone is not on my level and that is okay. I concerned myself with how Cash was treatingme. Doing that allowed no room for ill feelings.

"Okay, well drop me off on Ocean Drive while you go get her, I would like to meet new lovers."

On the way there we talked and laughed about many things. I was loving being with him. We ran into a little traffic and he rubbed my feet…for no good reason at all. =-)

"So," I started. "Who is the homie you want me to smash?" I said with a mischievous grin.

"Rico." He was with a smile. "We have been friends since we were little."

"How does he look? You know I’m shallow and picky. I think its sexy that you want me to hit him in front of you but if I am not feeling his face or energy I won’t touch him."

"Trust me baby you will like him. When he and I are out together I get no play."

I laughed “Somehow I doubt that.”

"Well,I still get play but women love him and you will too. Of course if you don’t like him you don’t have to do anything…but I know you will want to fuck him. His body is super ripped. We work out together all the time."

"We shall see" I said feeling some nervousness arise. Sure, I wanted this but too big fine ass men at once was just a little intimidating to me. Would I suddenly get shy and back out?

"Nah" I thought. "Leana will be right at home."

"How will it make you feel to see me fucking your friend?" I asked.

"Jealous." He said. "But that jealousy makes me horny. Dana always tells me that I am the only one getting her pussy when we fuck. That does nothing for me because I am not competing. I’m a Taurus. I love to compete. That is why it gets my dick so hard when you call me and tell me about how you fuck and suck August."

Enjoying this, I said “Go on.”

"There is a whore in you that I love…You bring out the whore in me… I can be free with you. Loving you is so easy because I can do it my way as the real Cash." He said." And then, I know this is something you want. I know you would give me a three sum if I wanted one. So would I not want to give you the same thing?"

"Did I mention I love you?" I said with a dreamy smile as I leaned over and kissed him.

"I love you too, baby." Said my King.

So, we arrive and my drop off point. He gave me plenty of spending money, a kiss and sent me on my way.

Spider Woman was in full effect. She was confident, sexy and extremely alluring. She could have any man she chose and there was a lot to choose from.

Heads were turning yet none caught her eye until much later in the evening.

She was eating shrimp pizza when a light skinned fellow strolled past. She quickly analyzed his face to decide if she wanted him or not.

"He is cute." Spider Woman thought. "If I see him again, he is meant to be in my life in some way."

Her Spidey Scenes tell her different things depending on the man. Some men she will flat out approach, some she will see if they are bold enough to approach her and some she deals with like this guy. All I know is Spider Woman always knows best when it comes to luring men in.

She took her time munching, paid for her food with Cash’s cash and walked back down Ocean Drive. She walked about 10 steps and there was Mr.Fine, Mr.Light Skin with a Beard himself.

Spider Woman found some way to spark up a conversation. They connected immediately. He told me his name was David.

They took the conversation to a quieter place. They exchanged compliments and interesting point of views; the most interesting one being his view of relationships. He had a girlfriend that loved women as well. Three sums were a common occurrence in their relationship.

He showed me pictures of her. She was very cute. Spider Woman liked David. He was smart, sexy and poly. This is always a great thing.

There is something about Spider’s energy that makes men desire her in every way.

"You are so…magnetic. I noticed you earlier today. You definitely stand out."

"Thank you." said Spidey

"May I be frank?"

"I’d prefer you to be David but if you insist." Spider said with wit.

He chuckled ” I can’t decide if I want to kiss those beautiful lips of yours or not. I would love you feel those lips of mine but if I do that you will not be able to speak…and I love it when you do that. You have such a unique mind and I want to dig deeper into it.”

"Frank is cool with me." Spidey said playfully. "And you are pretty interesting yourself sir.

"It’s crazy because I am very picky about whom I kiss but… I know I would kiss you." He said as he glazed at my glossed soap coolers.

"Would you now?”

"I would…now…" he said and he leaned in to kiss her. She politely turned her face in a way that caused his lips to land on her cheek.

"Aww, dodged me!" he said with a laugh.

"I did, for now Mr. David." She said with sexy smile. "I have a few more days here. If I see you again you might hit your target next time."

Sure, Spider liked him but she too was picky about how she kissed and she had not yet picked him.

He took her rejection well and they carried on with their conversation. She learned that he had a twin brother. They were not identical yet twins none the less.

Spider smiled because she knew that her ultimate manifestation of two poly identical brothers was drawing nearer.

She got a phone call from Cash. He was nearby.

"My man is close; would you like to meet him?" Spider asked.

"Sure." He said.

Cash pulled up and we walked to the car. I leaned in and kissed Cash on the lips.

"Cash this is David. David this is Cash.” I said with pride.

Cash reached his hand out of the car window and shook David’s hand.

(I really love Cash’s and my relationship! I will never understand why people prefer to love any other way than this.)

"Hey, how you doing man? You have a very special woman here." David said to Cash as he gestured to me.

"Trust me, I know" Cash said with a proud smile. "That’s my Queen right there."

I just smiled and felt that indescribable feeling of pure positive emotion you feel in situations like this.

"Did you two have fun?" Cash asked.

As they made small talk, I again, took in the wonderfulness of the moment.

There I was, in Miami, Florida free of charge. Watching my man be genuinely friendly towards a love interest of mine. Watching them chat like old buddies was truly amazing…Wow, the Law of Attraction WORKS!

"Well, I’ve got to head home." David was saying when I checked back in. "I was thinking about taking her out to dinner tomorrow night. Would that be okay with you brother?" David asked respectfully. I appreciated his boldness so much I blushed like hell.

"It’s fine with me as long as you take care of her. But it’s her you got to check with." Cash said.

"It depends on how much time Cash and I get to spend together. I will let you know thought for sure. It may have to be the day after." I said with a smile that would not go away. Sure, David was cool and I wanted to see him again but I was here for my baby.

"Okay, just text me and let me know." David said.

He hugged me, said bye to us both and jogged back across the street.

I hopped in the car feeling superb. “I fucking LOVE you!” I said as I hugged and kissed him. I was feeling so amazingly adored that I turned up the radio and started singing terribly. (Trixie’s doing.)

Cash was excellent at making me happy. I loved him and was searching my mind for ways to show him just how much.

I loved how we talked about our days with one another with our leaving out a single detail. This is not something to take for granted. Most couples do not have this luxury.

“Do you like David?” I ask Cash

“He seems cool. Do you like him?”

“I do, he and his girl are poly as well. They have three sums and shit.”

“Is she fine?” He asked with a smile

“Yes, she is really cute! They want me to come over tonight but I don’t want to. Not in the mood for that. I just want to be with you right now.” I said honestly. “How is Dana?”

“She is fine. We just talked.” He told me.

“Probably because your balls are drained from earlier” I said playfully.

He laughed “We actually do not have sex often.”

“Oh.” I said.

We turned on some music, held hands and enjoyed the ride home.

When we got home I took a long shower alone and thought about how wonderful my trip had been thus far. It was only day one and I was already having so much fun. Cash spoiled me with round trip plane tickets, and wouldn’t even let me cook for him. He just wanted to serve me. I had no problem with letting him. He made it clear every chance he got that this trip was about me. My nature was to return this praise but he was teaching me to simply receive…

I wonder if-“CID!” Cash shouted, interrupting my thoughts.

“Yea!” I shouted through the closed bathroom door and over the shower water.

“Wawaw-Door!”

I stuck my head out of the shower to hear to him better.

“Huh!?” I yelled

“GO GET THE DOOR!”

“I AM IN THE SHOWER, YOU GET IT!”

“I CAN’T IM ON AN IMPORTANT CALL! PLEASE ANSWER FOR ME BABY!”

I rolled my eyes, go out of the shower, wrapped a towel around me and went to the door.

I was power walking because I was cold. I was going to snatch the door real quick and jet back into the warm shower that was feeling so good.

I got to the door, unlocked it and opened it.

But my feet wouldn’t move from where they stood.

In front of me stood a 6’4 Cuban God wearing a tight black beater with black shorts. The beater showed off the perfectly sculpted muscles in his tattooed arms. Then I noticed his face…that damn face…those dark eyebrows with that facial structure that I adore…dark eyes…and full lips that were curled into a lustful smile…

“You getting naked for me already?” he said with a sexy laugh.

I looked down and found my towel on the floor.

“Oh!” I quickly picked up the towel and used it to re-cover my nakedness.

“Damn…Your body is beautiful baby. Just like Cash told me…You can’t be anybody but Ms.Cidney.”

He said like he had detailed plans for every inch of my body.

“Ye-yea, that’s my name” I said while still in shock.

“Fucking beautiful…” he said is a lust filled hushed tone. When he said that, I almost dropped the towel again. My pussy was wet and I had nothing to do with the shower water.

I did not have to ask his name. The tattoo on his neck that read “Rico” told me everything I needed to know…

(To Be Continued)

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