Introducing Cidney Green (Blog#1)

This is I : Cidney Giavon Green. I am a business woman. I am kind. I am loving. I am loyal. I am spiritual. I am playful. I am giving. I am nurturing. I am affectionate. I am sensual and sexual all at once.

I have more to offer than my body, but yet, that does not mean I do not enjoy offering that as well.

I am about happiness and sexual liberation. I wish to share my insight and journey.

Let’s jump right into it. I adore who I am so much that I am totally comfortable with sharing intimate details of my life. I will be frank. I will be bold. I will be vulgar and vulnerable. So get ready because I love my tongue too much to bite it.

I have come to find, that caring what others think of you is a terminal dis-ease. There is something everyone must understand before they can begin to become happy.

1. Controlling others in an attempt to make yourself feel better, will make you emotionally ill and physically sick. So work to stop that unhealthy behavior.

2. Attempting to make others comfortable with your choices is a dreadful losing battle. So stop fighting it today.

I read something once that said that most people on their death beds stated that their biggest regret is caring what others think so much that they did not do half of the things they truly wanted to do.

On my death bed, I shall say the opposite.

I do not live for my mother, father, grandmother, younger brother, my lovers or anyone else on this Earth. How they feel can only affect me if I am not solidly in love with who I am, and that is something I work on daily. You can never run out of room for growth. I live life as I please. I don’t care who agrees.

I am a woman who loves men. I desire more than one. Love is not something with an “issue limit”. It is abundant and limitless. And I indulge daily in its glory. Daily, I receive genuine love and affection from my lovers.

Let’s define “lovers”: The term is not limited to those whom I share my body with. A lover of mine refers to anyone who I have had inner or outer-course with. Outer course is a mental, spiritual or emotional connection. I have the pleasure of enjoying both.

The idea of monogamy to me is laughable. One person for the next 100 years? That’s just like saying “Eat fish for the next 100 years and if you even look at a steak you are an awful human being!”

Sure, I could chose to eat only fish for the rest of my life but it would not be very much fun. As a matter of fact, it would cause much resentment after a while.

I have always loved going to buffets to eat. Now, this lovely world filled with beautiful men is my daily buffet and I do not believe in self deprivation.

Most confuse sexual freedom with carelessness. It is quite the opposite; because of my love and adoration for me, I am very selective. I spend so much time working on me, my vibrations (thoughts and feelings) and my own inner happiness that only wonderful people show up in my experience. I am a deliberate creator of my world. The people I allow into my space MUST by LAW of Attraction meet a vibrational standard before they CAN even meet me. It is LAW (I will blog more about this later).

I will not choose between one good feeling thing and another. It just is not my style and makes no logical sense. It is just like saying, “Someone wants to GIVE me several goodie bags filled with all of the things I adore, BUT I will accept one because accepting more would be greedy, sinful, nasty, wrong and others would look down on me if they knew I was enjoying more than one goody bag. Even though it is filled with all things wonderful.” I am just not with that shit.

Anyone who tries to make me choose, chooses to eliminate him/herself. I love me more than anyone else and will not tell Cidney no, to tell you yes. I love her too much for that. She comes first because she knows what it is like to be sixth.

I was not always this way. I used to be monogamous and I used to struggle with self worth. I will share more of my story in other posts but getting here was no mere snap of the fingers. It took years but I have not “arrived” and never will. I still have much to learn and that excites me! Well, I think this is a great Introduction to Cidney Green.

I desire to help those who are ready to become truly happy and sexually free. One of the reasons I am so happy each day is because I AM sexually free. While sex does not CREATE my happiness, I do not use it as my excuse to walk around filled with lack, resentment, guilt and shame either. It is THIS kind of misery that creates and attracts all kinds of diseases and misery.

*Small confession: I do not get as much sex as some of you may think. Hell, I wish I was getting more! LOL

Well, that is all for now. There is much more to come. I love you all! And remember, LIVE LIBED!

Copyright 2014 Cidney G. Green